My dream from last night…
In my sleep last night…
I opened my eyes…
and I was inside a massive mansion—
I mean huge…
The longest hallways one could imagine…
It was dark…
but enough light creeping through
that I was able to see…
and exist in it…
It was a kind of quiet
I’ve never heard before—
I was totally alone…
Absolutely terrified…
but I kept myself together…
I didn’t know what else to do…
So I just started walking…
down the hallway…
pausing at times…
looking into the rooms…
There was something familiar
about some of them…
but I don’t know what…
And then the lonely started hitting me
hard…
A kind of lonely I’ve never felt…
As if I were the only living thing
in existence—
Absolutely nothing else…
no one to talk to…
no one to pray to…
nowhere to go…
no place to call home…
A cosmic lonely—
Where you are it…
in the entire universe…
The feeling was unbearable…
and the emptiness I felt
can’t be compared to anything…
Just utterly lost…
…into nothing…
…….,-‘
© 2025 Bryan H. All Rights Reserved.
Heart of Loia `'.,°~ 
Take it easy on yourself today. That kind of “dream hangover” can make the real world feel a bit thin for a few hours. I can almost feel that “cosmic lonely” just hearing you describe it…..✨
The most important thing is the contrast. You’ve left that “nothing” and are back here, where sounds, people, and connection actually exist. You aren’t “it” anymore; you’re part of everything again. Loia…those rooms that felt familiar suggest that even in that void, there are parts of yourself or your history waiting to be rediscovered. You weren’t just lost; you were exploring.
And – you are here back for us .. GOD and most importantly for yourself 🌷✨🩵
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