Into Nothing…

My dream from last night…

In my sleep last night…
I opened my eyes…
I was inside a massive mansion—

I mean huge…

The longest hallways one could imagine…
It was dark…
but enough light creeping through
that I was able to see…
and exist in it…

It was a kind of quiet
I’ve never heard before—

I was totally alone…

Absolutely terrified…
but I kept myself together…
I didn’t know what else to do…

So I just started walking…
down the hallway…
pausing at times…
looking into the rooms…

There was something familiar
about some of them…
but I don’t know what…

And then the lonely started hitting me
hard…

A kind of lonely I’ve never felt…

As if I were the only living thing
in existence—

Absolutely nothing else…
no one to talk to…
no one to pray to…
nowhere to go…
no place to call home…

A cosmic lonely—

Where you are it…
in the entire universe…

The feeling was unbearable…


and the emptiness I felt…


can’t be compared to anything…


Just utterly lost…


…into nothing…


…….,-‘

© 2025 Bryan H. All Rights Reserved.

People Are My Politics…

How have your political views changed over time?

Oh yeah baby… I get around
I’ve stood in different places… believed different things… carried just about every opinion imaginable at some point
And honestly… I appreciate that… because it’s helped me respect people with all kinds of views…

That’s the beauty in my “politics…”
I’m all about people…

Not their labels
Not their party
Not their category
Not their “side”

Yeah… I have beliefs… political… faith wise… life wise
My journey started early

I was maybe 8 years old when I asked my grandmother what the difference was between red and blue
She smiled and said… Democrats are for the poor man and Republicans for the rich… geeees grandma…

So that’s where it all began
And wow… it’s been a journey I tell ya…

But today

None of it matters much…
People matter…
Hearts matter…
Humans matter…

So let’s love them… you and me
That’s the only “politics” I care to fight for anymore…

trust everyone…
but cut the cards…

…….🤠🤝🤫🛻🪪🖖🛰️🕛🏜️🔫💰🤦‍♂️…….→🤠+🤠→~ID~→☆PICARD☆→🕛🏜️→🔫⇄💰→🧠↓’…….🤠🕛🏜️🔫💰🤦‍♂️’…¡~¡ <³ 🫏 🐘 🏍

© 2025 Bryan H — All Rights Reserved

Hidden Gems From The B-Side.. Faith Side (Week 7)

Big Daddy Weave 🎶 Revive Us Again 🎶 What Life Would Be Like…

Hey y’all… happy Sunday… it’s good to be here with you… it’s good to be alive…

Today’s Hidden Gems come from Big Daddy Weave… both songs off the album What Life Would Be Like 2o08…

First is “Revive Us Again.”
An old hymn… a living prayer… and one that holds a special place in my story… I used to play this one on my guitar at a nursing home… surrounded by friends… surrounded by voices… surrounded by hope… those were good times..

Second is the title track “What Would Life Be Like…”All the songs on this album are special to me… they are from my ministry days… with my friends… with Beavis… with myself… I spent much time learning this album on my guitar… praising… worshipping… my King…

I also included a bonus video of Mike Weaver sharing a short story about his friend being healed of cancer… it’s beautiful and worth the watch…

So press play… take it in… life is short… and oh so beautiful… 😎’

…….🤔→🌱→🌍✨→✝💓→↔️👫’…….❤️❤️❤️→🔥🔥🔥→💓🔥💓→🌌→🕊→✨→🙏’

All our hearts… they burn within us…
All our lives… we’ve longed for more…

“You make known to me the path of life… in Your presence… there is fullness of joy…” Psalm 16:11 💥

Beavis & Butthead…

a story from my life…

Back in 2o09… my life was fun fun… you know… dodging bullets… concrete shoes… watery graves… Judas kisses… the usual crap
Eventually… I took a break from all the excitement
And checked myself into an 18 month drug rehab in Florida
They say rehab is for quitters… yep… they’d be right…

A few weeks in… something real started happening inside me
Things slowed down
Life was simple
Clear
Peaceful
For the first time in a long time… I was happy
My mind was sharp
God was working in me something fierce
Speaking loud
Speaking clear
I knew… I was exactly where I needed to be…

We were on this beautiful ten acre spread
And I lived in a house with about ten other guys
All of them tired
All of them broken
All of them ready for change
They became my brothers
And— they still are…

One of my responsibilities there… was to care for the ministry dog
His name was Beavis
Cool name— cooler dog
He was older… a boxer mix… gorgeous… and so smart
He didn’t really have anywhere to go either
His owner Stuart had died of cancer about a year before I arrived… and Beavis never recovered from it…

He was grieving
Deeply
They told me how he cried… and searched… and waited for Stuart…
And it broke my heart
A dog that was once full of life… joy… energy… spark…
Was now quiet… distant… hurting…
He would not let anyone in…

But there was one thing he still loved…
There was this random green 10 pound bowling ball on the property
You could sling that thing across the grounds
And Beavis would bark… chase it down… and roll it across the field with his head…
Like it was the most important mission on earth
I had never seen a dog play with a bowling ball before 😁
He absolutely loved it
So I made it my daily mission… to roll life back into him…

People told me Beavis would never bond with anyone again
That he belonged to Stuart
That his heart was finished choosing humans…

Challenge accepted—

I took care of him
Vet visits
Meds
Food
Time
Love
Patience
And after about a year and a half… it happened…
Beavis chose me—
He followed me everywhere
He slept beside my bed
He watched me
Protected me
Laughed with me… in his dog way…
He came back to life…

But loving… comes with cost—

Because he slept outside before I came…
He had gotten heartworms from mosquitoes
Over the four years I lived there… after graduating… and becoming resident director…
Beavis slowly grew sicker…
I gave him antibiotics daily
I loved him harder as he grew weaker
And.. Just like he stayed with Stuart— I stayed with him… til the end…

He had a soft bed right beside mine
He had warmth
Comfort
Care
Family
Honor…
He was treated like royalty—

All us guys loved him so…

And when the time came… I could not watch him suffer anymore…
I made the call…
Was so hard for me…
So hard…

Beavis was one of the greats
Not just a dog…
A gift—

He was meant for me
I was meant for him

destined for each other…

I will always remember him…

The mighty— loyal— stubborn— beautiful heart of Beavis…

He was my Dawg… 😎`’.,°~

Though oceans roar… You are the Lord of all… The one who calms the wind and waves and makes my heart be still…
Though the Earth gives way… the mountains move into the sea…
The nations rage… I know my God is in control…

© 2025–2026 bryanforchrist. All rights reserved.

`’.,°~

Jenn Fiorentino… The Offspring… Want You Bad..

……🧠→💔→😈✨→🎸🔥→💋→⚡😎’…❤️‍🔥….>~< 🧠→✖️♥ → 😈~✨ → 🎸⚡ → 💋→🔥’…….>~<→×♥→≠✓→⚡≈~→✖✖→🔥’…….>~<→≠♥→/\/\→:X:→⇧⇧→✖✖→🔥→!!!’..❤️‍🔥……..¼³…..❤️‍🔥…..¹¹¹¹..❤️‍🔥…..❤️‍🔥…….’

Gmail Warfare…

Ever since joining WP… my email’s basically a firehose to the face… I just close my eyes and mass delete crap daily…
So if you ever need me… give me a warning first…
And if you reached out and heard nothing.. “now you know and knowing is half the battle..” 😎`’.,°~

…….📧💥📨🤯→🙏🆘’…….@~///↓→+?!’SOS

Seriously tho… I try and like quick scan it… but it’s overwhelming…

Hidden Gems From The B-Side.. Life Side (Week 7)

Tonic 🎶 You Wanted More 🎶 Waltz With Me…

Hey yall… today the spotlight lands on Tonic…
They’re excellent if you ask me.. I was so impacted by their music back in the mid-90s… and they’ve stayed one of my favorites through the years.. I still perform their songs to this day… because they live deep in me. They formed in 1993 in Los Angeles.. with Emerson Hart leading the way on vocals… and they’ve always had a way of mixing honesty.. heart.. and melody in a way that just hits life right where it lives…

I’ve got two songs for you today…

🎵 You Wanted More — 1999 — from the album Sugar… (also it was featured on the soundtrack from the movie “American Pie…”)

🎵 Waltz With Me — also from Sugar 1999… a beautiful track…

Hope you enjoy… press play and let the songs do what they do…

..¼3…..*=/\|♪|/\=*’..[…]..*=/\|::|/\=*’=/\ /\/\= = …………….`’.°~ ¡-~-¡`.,-;-‘

Tell me something… Will we be broken down…¿

Shakespeare & Me & Disturbed (Week 8)

The Two Gentlemen of Verona…

Willy `•.

“I am aweary of this world…”

Me ‘`.°/<

“Winded is the sail…
Bloodied is the nail…”

Disturbed `.’-^,

“Because a vision softly creeping…
Left its seeds while I was sleeping…

And the vision that was planted in my brain…
Still remains…
Within the sound of silence…

Hear my words that I might teach you…
Take my arms that I might reach you…”

Holy Silence… 🔕 🤫

…….(D)~fr→()~<* >→[∞]→| |→…….🌑🤝→😴~👁️✨→🧠🌱→🔕~💡⚡→🚇🧱✍️→💨”silence”‘

© 2025 Loia. All Rights Reserved.

Fall On Your Knees…

David Phelps 🎶 O Holy Night…

This is my favorite version and video of this song… super powerful… stay for the end… 3:25/4:02/4:17 point… 🌟✝️🙌✨️💯🎶❤️‍🔥👇

…….🌌✨→👑✝→🕊️→⛓️✂️→🌍🙇‍♂️🎶’……🙇‍♂️→👂😇→🌃✝✨’…….<3=†=~’……⛓️→✝→💔✂️→🤝🌍’…….⛓→†→/→=\/=’…….🎶🙂→🎵🙌→†’🎄 🎅 🎁 💝 💯🌟🙌✨️💙

Chains shall He break… for the slave is our brother… `’.°~ …..t

“Electric Blue Bethlehem Night”