So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down You stand through the pain You won’t drown And one day… what’s lost can be found You stand in the rain
When I was 19… I met a girl.. (the girl).. she was 16… I exploded inside when i saw her for the first time…💥🏳… I surrendered… I let my white flags fly… she became my girlfriend… we were inseparable… deep in love… or so we thought… her family loved me… my family loved her… I worked hard… I saved all my money… I bought her a small diamond ring… before I ever asked her to marry me… i knew her eyes said yes always…💥
We lived like we were married… that wasn’t good… it wasn’t christian… it wasn’t Godly… she meant more than anything else to me… that wasn’t good either…💥
My 21st birthday was approaching… I was excited… she was nervous… I started going out nights with my friends… to bars and clubs… I was drinking… I was partying…💥 she was lonely… late one night.. I ended up drunk on my friends couch… a girl I knew before her was there… she sat down beside me… time passed… highly intoxicated….. I had sex with this other girl…💥
When I woke up that morning… sober… I couldn’t believe what I had done… I loved my life so… how could I ever cheat on her… I felt like garbage… dirty… so–fake… I 💥 walked to the bathroom… threw some water on my face… I couldn’t look in the mirror…
I decided to tell her the truth… I had to let go of this… to be free… to be honest… to be me again… oh how.. I wanted her to forgive me… I just knew that our love was💥 strong enough to bend… that we could survive this… before I could tell her… she told me that she had a dream… that same night… that I cheated on her… WHOA-OH… unbelievable… I was in the process of being unfaithful… while she was asleep and dreaming of it…💥
So.. I sat her down… trembling.. I told her… it broke her in half… she told me to leave… long story short… she was done… she never had anything to do with me ever again…💥
Now I was broke… behond repair… it took me years to get right… I’ve endured much pain and hurt on my narrow road of life… but nothing ever as painful as losing her…
About 6 months ago… I found her Facebook… I gathered myself… found strength to look through her pictures… I saw her… her husband… her two glowing teenagers… boy and girl… her life…💥 without me… looked so beautiful…💛
‘pictures in a box at home– yellowing and green with mold– so I can barely see your face–(I) wonder how that color taste–…🎵 –‘…….. ……….~</3~’…A…—|—’…N….-/-/-‘..G…..↓°↓°↓’…E….^|^’……L….¡!’….A…:;:;’…….</3,,,’—|—†’“““`=angela
“”and for the million hours that we were well I’ll smile and remember it all then I’ll turn and go🎵 while your story’s completed mine is a long way from done…””
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Part of a poem… by Thomas Ford
There is a lady sweet and kind… Was never face so pleased my mind… I did but see her passing by… And yet I love her till I die……
I’m totally over this today… just thought I’d write about it… 😁`’.¡~.
I made this yt short this morning… I just feel like rocking out today… do you guys ever get that way? 😁… if your not familiar with my channel.. come and visit.. and if you like music.. subscribe… I would love to have you… So I use songs that either touch me… or just ones i really like… hopefully you will like too…`/_<*,`•°`-i`:’….||-♪-||’
Today’s song is Rawkfist by Thousand Foot Krutch… enjoy 🖤🤟🎶💥🧲 …click on thumbnail to listen to song in its entirety..
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I made this short like a month ago… it’s one of two Billy Graham’s I have.. I love the art work on it… if you like the song.. then click on the thumbnail and listen to the entire thing… it’s an awesome song.. and one of my favorite Christian💥💥💥`-. albums..from Matthew West.. His early music is outstanding.. this song is called “The next thing you know”- from “History” album ……..⌛~∞~†’
The Kind of Love… That Doesn’t Last… But Never Leaves…💥
by Loia 🏳
Pets are great.. I love them.. They’ve been a part of me—a part of my family—throughout my whole life…💥
I’m more of a dog person.. but I grew up in a house full of cats.. I mean.. like many—ten plus… easily… My mother loves cats.. more than should probably be allowed..
Over the years.. I’ve loved… and lost—deeply… and often… because of pets.. That’s the thing about them.. you’re most likely going to outlive them… You can’t escape the grief.. It’s part of the price.. But the lessons they teach… and the joy they bring… make worth it every time…
Take the dog.. for instance… It’s the closest thing to God’s love we have—man’s best friend… loving us 💥 unconditionally… “Dog” spelled backward is “God,”… and I don’t think that’s a coincidence… They were made this way on purpose—to help us see…
I’ve buried more than a few… It never gets easy… After the last funeral… I decided not to own another… But I’ve had some wonderful ones… Buck… Maggie…Beavis… and the last one… Eve…`-,;………….<~†~>’,
She was special… Named her so.. because I found her in the middle of the road… late into a cold Christmas Eve night… she was shivering and starving….. eating roadkill to survive… I almost ran over her with my car… she was just a tiny little puppy… a bright blip on the dark road… I stopped… I rescued her… then she rescued me… She was beautiful… and white… a red-nose pit bull mix—friendly… loving… and smart…
I had her trained on hand commands… I didn’t need to use words—just eye contact and motioning… She obeyed because she loved me… and she wanted to please me… We had a silent language… like ellipses and em dashes… like rests in music… We spoke through hands… eyes… and heart…💥
Funny thing is.. that’s something I still do today—with people… not pets… Makes me wonder sometimes… which is the real animal?
Now.. let’s jump from canine to feline… Freaking cats..man—they haunt me in dreams! I grew up with them.. they’ve always been around.. My mother still has a house full to this day.. She loves them so much she can’t even go on vacation or leave town—it’s too much trouble finding a babysitter… She’s kind of controlled by what she loves…💥
And it’s not just dogs I’ve buried… I’ve said goodbye to cats too—and had the honor of loving some great ones… Bebe… Dusty… Bernie Mack… Buttons… Precious… Sissy… that’s just some of them…
Earlier tonight… I came across a comment I once posted on a friend’s page… It’s a cat story from my life… my past… I thought I’d end with it…
If you’ve made it this far… thank you—for taking the time to get to know me… I love and appreciate you… Here’s that story… copy-pasted.. just for you… I hope it blesses you…💥
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My mother loves cats… Her email is literally kittyqueen.. Growing up.. we always had a house full of them—all fat… all spoiled rotten… living like kings and queens… Honestly… they had it better than I did!
We had one male tabby named Dusty who lived nineteen years… I was thirteen when we got him and thirty-two when he died… Losing him was like losing a member of the family… He’d been there through everything…
Dusty had a wonderful… long life… Most cats don’t make it to nineteen… I named him Dusty because of his unusual color—he looked like he was covered in dust… He died in my arms…💥
We also had another cat named Bernie Mack (I named him too)… He was a miracle… One day… my mother accidentally ran over his head with her car… We rushed him to the vet… and they managed to save him… His jaw was broken and wired shut… his skull and nose fractured… major brain swelling—he even had a feeding tube…
For three months… our vet cared for him at her house… keeping him beside her bed at night…. People in our whole town were praying for him… Against all odds… Bernie survived—and lived another sixteen years…
I know that cat only made it because of prayer…💥
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Maybe that’s what pets are really here for… to remind us how to love something that can’t last forever—and to love it anyway.
I’m currently working on a custom lexicon to go along with my writings… the goal is to stop using words… haha.. just kidding.. but if that was truly my goal… I’m almost there… 😁…`~÷”,×’…:s’ …….LLL†👈 this is the L’trinity ellipsis.. aka.. the loia language lexicon ellipsis… nothing special… just the symbol for the language… but I’m working every day at adding to it… I’m the only one who speaks it 😁 🤔……..`¡’`not a first for me… being the only one at something… ((also.. I would like to say thank you to everyone for welcoming me here… It’s a great place… I’m blessed by yall… by your posts… yall are so incredibly creative and talented… so again.. my deepest thanks… so yeah… this life could almost kill ya… when you’re trying to survive… it’s good to be here with ya… and it’s good to be alive………,.`~,b’
Name the most expensive personal item you’ve ever purchased (not your home or car).
✦ The Most Expensive Thing I Have
by Loia✝️
Honestly—the most expensive thing I have isn’t a car.. a house.. or anything you can put a price tag on—it’s my soul… And even then—it technically isn’t mine… It belongs to Jesus—He’s the one who paid for it… in full—with His life…,
Truth is—I almost sold it once… I was in a dark place—and came dangerously close to making the worst deal imaginable… (June 2006)… I came face to face… with the source of evil…, But Jesus stepped in—rescued me—and bought me back…’ He outbid hell itself…,
So yeah—my soul is the most valuable thing in my possession— not because I purchased it—but because He did… and He lets me keep it—safely—in His hands…,’…,’…t’ ✝️
One voice against the dark… and the Word that never sleeps…
What podcasts are you listening to?
I don’t really do the podcast thing… Except for the few that drift by in YouTube Shorts…
But there’s one I come back to sometimes— Pitbulls of the Lord by Eira Wulfnothsson. She’s an ex-Luciferian turned Christian… and she talks about spiritual warfare with truth and power…
It helps me fight the darkness that still tries to speak… Her book “The Devil’s Mistake” was incredible— raw, redemptive, and worth every page..
So yeah… I’m not much of a podcast person.. I live mostly in music… Scripture… and the quiet words that keep the soul awake…,’
This is my you tube channel “bryanforchrist”… most days I make 2 shorts..made this one this morning..check it out..and if you like..would love to have you as a subscriber…I just started the channel maybe 3 months ago I think..I pray for all my viewers and subscribers daily 🙏 ✝️🎶🏳⛓️🪜💯💥🔥🧲