so looking to the sky i will sing and from my heart to YOU i bring…
Isaiah 43:2…..t… I WILL BE WITH YOU IN THE WATERS
Superchick 💥 Stand In The Rain 🎶
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day… what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain
When I was 19… I met a girl.. (the girl).. she was 16… I exploded inside when i saw her for the first time…💥🏳… I surrendered… I let my white flags fly… she became my girlfriend… we were inseparable… deep in love… or so we thought… her family loved me… my family loved her… I worked hard… I saved all my money… I bought her a small diamond ring… before I ever asked her to marry me… i knew her eyes said yes always…💥
We lived like we were married… that wasn’t good… it wasn’t christian… it wasn’t Godly… she meant more than anything else to me… that wasn’t good either…💥
My 21st birthday was approaching… I was excited… she was nervous… I started going out nights with my friends… to bars and clubs… I was drinking… I was partying…💥 she was lonely… late one night.. I ended up drunk on my friends couch… a girl I knew before her was there… she sat down beside me… time passed… highly intoxicated….. I had sex with this other girl…💥
When I woke up that morning… sober… I couldn’t believe what I had done… I loved my life so… how could I ever cheat on her… I felt like garbage… dirty… so–fake… I 💥 walked to the bathroom… threw some water on my face… I couldn’t look in the mirror…
I decided to tell her the truth… I had to let go of this… to be free… to be honest… to be me again… oh how.. I wanted her to forgive me… I just knew that our love was💥 strong enough to bend… that we could survive this… before I could tell her… she told me that she had a dream… that same night… that I cheated on her… WHOA-OH… unbelievable… I was in the process of being unfaithful… while she was asleep and dreaming of it…💥
So.. I sat her down… trembling.. I told her… it broke her in half… she told me to leave… long story short… she was done… she never had anything to do with me ever again…💥
Now I was broke… behond repair… it took me years to get right… I’ve endured much pain and hurt on my narrow road of life… but nothing ever as painful as losing her…
About 6 months ago… I found her Facebook… I gathered myself… found strength to look through her pictures… I saw her… her husband… her two glowing teenagers… boy and girl… her life…💥 without me… looked so beautiful…💛
‘pictures in a box at home– yellowing and green with mold– so I can barely see your face–(I) wonder how that color taste–…🎵 –‘…….. ……….~</3~’…A…—|—’…N….-/-/-‘..G…..↓°↓°↓’…E….^|^’……L….¡!’….A…:;:;’…….</3,,,’—|—†’“““`=angela
“”and for the million hours that we were
well I’ll smile and remember it all
then I’ll turn and go🎵
while your story’s completed mine is a long way from done…””
…….<3~:;∞’…“`-\|□♡◇¿¡!<+~`》¤○•°`,: ;*
Part of a poem… by Thomas Ford
There is a lady sweet and kind…
Was never face so pleased my mind…
I did but see her passing by…
And yet I love her till I die……
I’m totally over this today… just thought I’d write about it… 😁`’.¡~.
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I made this yt short this morning… I just feel like rocking out today… do you guys ever get that way? 😁… if your not familiar with my channel.. come and visit.. and if you like music.. subscribe… I would love to have you… So I use songs that either touch me… or just ones i really like… hopefully you will like too…`/_<*,`•°`-i`:’….||-♪-||’
Today’s song is Rawkfist by Thousand Foot Krutch… enjoy 🖤🤟🎶💥🧲 …click on thumbnail to listen to song in its entirety..
Who is the most famous or infamous person you have ever met?
So I know some famous people.. let’s start with Sterling Winfield… him and i hung out some back in 2006-08… we don’t talk today… I could tell you many cool stories about my time with Sterling… here’s one… he once called on the phone from inside a limousine with Kid Rock and Pam Anderson…💥
Also.. I am friends with Pastor Bill Bailey… he is the top southern gospel music promoter in the nation… from 2009-13.. I met and hung out with so many Christian music artists and groups through him… here’s a few… Jason Crabb.. Adam Crabb.. The Issacs… many others associated with Bill Gaither….💥
Also… I’ve hung out with Victor Wooten and Steve Bailey… Victor is one of the best bass guitar players in the world… he hangs out with Dave Matthews…💥
Also… from my in-depth study of my family tree.. I found out that I’m related to.. President Richard Nixon… William Penn.. for which Pennsylvania is named… his grandson John Penn… signer of the declaration of independence… also.. my ancestors were directly involved in the Salem Witch Trials…💥
But the most famous person I know…….. my LORD… my SAVIOR… my KING… my GOD… my FRIEND… that sticks closer than a brother… my ALL-IN-ALL… JESUS CHRIST… do you know HIM?…💥
Yall should have known that was coming… 😆😁😛…💥
Also… the most infamous one I know is Lucifer… we had a falling out in 2006.. I haven’t spoken to him since…💥
So what does all this mean? Absolutely nothing…..🏳
Only one of these matters to me…💥 everything else under my sun is simply vanity…💥
SURRENDER YOUR GOLD…..
`°-.¡`♡◇`-_/'<>=e’……—†—’,`-.~°`>’
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“In Heart of It…”
(by Loia)
In the heart of it,
O dark night of it–
Distantly, partially lit,
Possibly the end of it?’
Dreamth of yellow,
Places of gray,
Flowing in the depths of it.
Jesus saves me–
In and out from the pit of it.
O my, O my…
Looks like the end of it…,’…,’…t
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Heart of Loia `'.,°~ 