Personal Testimony – Heart of Loia `'.,°~

So over the years.. I’m often inspired in the shower.. as I relinquish my daily filth to the basin of dissolve.. aka down the drain.. something frequently speaks to me.. and by something.. I mean the ultimate something.. it has gotten to the point that I prepare for it.. and expect to receive.. each time I shed my garments and stand neath the cleansing flood.. I could tell you stories for days about my sacred shower time.. today… I felt these words in my spirit

winded is the sail… `.°~

I’m not sure what to make of it yet.. it could be a poem.. a title for one of my real life stories.. a song.. a direction.. or something much more.. but I will be listening further.. and as the days unfold.. I know it shall reveal itself…

I don’t have a normal shower life…

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When God Said No…

What’s the hardest decision you’ve ever had to make? Why?

I once asked God a very serious question —
one that would shape the rest of my life…

“Should I marry this person…”

And God answered me immediately…
Clearly…
Without hesitation…

His answer was no…

I just couldn’t believe it at the time…
I wasn’t expecting an answer that fast…
and I wasn’t prepared for it to be no…
It broke my heart to hear it…

I thought I loved this person…
and I begged God
“Please God… please… make this work for me…”

For a while I wrestled with Him over it…
I turned my back on what He was saying…
I went through with it anyway…
I married her anyway…

I actually said to God…
“God I’m so so sorry for not listening…
but I can’t help it… I love her…”

It was an absolute disaster…
a nightmare…
a train wreck…
it almost destroyed me…

It lasted about two years…
when I could no longer stand it…
I turned…
I walked away…
I never looked back…

God knew exactly what He was doing…
He was trying to protect me…
to spare me… the heartache… the pain…
He had a better plan for me…

And I learned a valuable lesson from it all…

Now… when God speaks…
I listen…
I obey…

PS… I didn’t love her…
just thought I did…

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