When God Said No…
What’s the hardest decision you’ve ever had to make? Why?
I once asked God a very serious question —
one that would shape the rest of my life…
“Should I marry this person…”
And God answered me immediately…
Clearly…
Without hesitation…
His answer was no…
I just couldn’t believe it at the time…
I wasn’t expecting an answer that fast…
and I wasn’t prepared for it to be no…
It broke my heart to hear it…
I thought I loved this person…
and I begged God
“Please God… please… make this work for me…”
For a while I wrestled with Him over it…
I turned my back on what He was saying…
I went through with it anyway…
I married her anyway…
I actually said to God…
“God I’m so so sorry for not listening…
but I can’t help it… I love her…”
It was an absolute disaster…
a nightmare…
a train wreck…
it almost destroyed me…
It lasted about two years…
when I could no longer stand it…
I turned…
I walked away…
I never looked back…
God knew exactly what He was doing…
He was trying to protect me…
to spare me… the heartache… the pain…
He had a better plan for me…
And I learned a valuable lesson from it all…
Now… when God speaks…
I listen…
I obey…
PS… I didn’t love her…
just thought I did…
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