She Hasn’t Eaten Today 🐅

my dream from a month ago…

Press play if you want the atmosphere…

I was standing in a deep place…
thick woods…
felt like India…

I bet you know who rules the jungles there…
yep… you guessed it…

A huge-ass deadly orange striped beast of a feline…

In this dream—
She is the golden sovereign of the jungle
robed in fire and moonlight
her stripes forged from sunsets
her perfume on the wind…

An unintentional Maneater…
the ultimate predator…
a silken huntress…
an ambered shadowed She-Cat…
the King herself…

With heart in hand
comes the tigress…
she hasn’t eaten today…

As I moved through this place…
I felt her…
deep in me…
unlike anything before…

She’s watching…
waiting for the right time…
ready to leap…

She gets hungry too…

Life here is lonely…
but not for her…
she paints the light
names it hope…

Lions have their pride…
the tigress needs none…
her strength is solitude…

She still gets hungry…

So I stood there…
out in the open…
easily seen by her…

She kept coming for me…

Then I saw her…

O`my…`’.~°’.  -¡-_
there she is…

She wasted no time…

She bolted at me…
full sprint…

My heart racing…
palms wet…
fearful like the deer…

I can still climb…

I spotted a tree…
I climbed…
just in time…

I looked down at her…
to my surprise…
she climbed too…

there goes my heart again…
beating like a hummingbird…

In that moment…
I couldn’t tell
if I feared her claws…
or the beauty of her ascent…

I know I’m in trouble 😁…
it’s over for me…

…and it’s just begun…

`’.~°’.

While writing this piece… I listened to the album “Throwing Copper” from 1994.. by`’Live`… I always listen to good music when writing anything…

18 Days Awake…

The Edge…

If you didn’t need sleep, what would you do with all the extra time?

When I saw this prompt question…
it brought back many memories of my past…
my drug days…

I went without much in those years…
including sleep…

I was reminded of the time I stayed awake for 18 days…
so I started thinking on it…
and googling…
and reading…

Apparently.. the Guinness World Record for staying awake is 11 days and 25 minutes…
so yeah…
I shattered that record…
but I’m guessing that guy didn’t have any help from stimulants lol…

Through more reading…
I learned that being awake 18 days is hanging right on the edge of death…

Guess I’m really blessed and fortunate…
because there were numerous times I would be awake around 10 days or more even.. I actually beat the world record many times… nothing to be proud of…

I am so grateful and thankful to God…
that I made it through those times…
and I am not the same today…

Death waited at the door…
but it did not win…
I walked back out of those days…
changed…
and still breathing…

I walked the line many times.. the edge…

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👇⚘️❤️‍🔥🏳sendin’ out pk’s..`.-.’😘`.°¡-~-¡•.<~><~>!!’

The peyote scene from “Young Guns”👇😁😎