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The Blue Bitch 🧊

my dream from last night…

I found myself in a strange place…

I was waist deep in an icy body of water — dark… still… and filled with large chunks of white and blue ice
I could feel the cold cutting into me
I was freezing
Shivering
Every movement felt slow and heavy

At the edge of the water stood a large square black house
No windows
Just one open door — glowing with light
It felt like the only way out of this place

So I waded through the water in the night searching for something…
I didn’t know what

Then I heard crying

Someone calling out in distress

I saw a disturbance in the water ahead of me…
It was a girl…
She looked like she was drowning…
I moved toward her without thinking — instinct kicked in…

When I reached her.. I noticed something strange

She was blue

Her skin… her whole body… an unnatural blue

I tried to help her toward the shore toward the light — but suddenly she changed
She latched onto me
Hard…
she began trying to pull me out into deeper water…

She was trying to drown me

Her eyes were excited — almost joyful — as I struggled to stay afloat
She was enjoying it
Taking pleasure in my suffering
The fight for survival became violent and desperate
She wouldn’t relent

Neither would I

I fought and fought and fought

I was determined… not to let her win…

I pushed through the icy water toward the lit door of the black house as she tried again and again to drag me under
Through the open doorway.. I could see people inside — just living their lives
Normal
Unaware
Going about their day

I tried to yell to them

But I couldn’t scream loud enough

I kept trying… but my words had no weight
No volume
Nothing carried

I was so close to the door now — so close — and that blue bitch almost had me
She was seconds from pulling me under the surface of the water

I knew I had one chance left

I reached deep inside myself
I had to make it count

And I yelled one last time —

“YALL HELP ME”

I woke myself up… shouting those words out loud

Physically yelling

And suddenly… it was over

I was awake

Safe

What a relief

It was just a dream


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very profound…
very real…
I laid awake in bed…
thinking `’.-°

…….≈≈≈↓~❄→|█|→□▣→†→~↓≈≈≈→<o>→|█|→( )→!→/\/\/\→↑→”YALL HELP ME”→’→~__→…..t `’.-° -;- ~`’,

© Bryan H. 2025 — All Rights Reserved

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While writing… listened to the album… Vs. by Pearl Jam… from 1993

19 Replies to “The Blue Bitch 🧊”

      1. Yeah, when you mentioned that you heard her crying, a mermaid came to mind right away, and as the story unfolded, it became very clear.

        Dreaming of a mermaid often points to temptation, emotional allure, or something beautiful that may also be deceptive. Drowning in a dream usually reflects feeling overwhelmed by emotions or pulled under by a situation that feels out of your control. Together, they can symbolize being drawn toward something enticing that carries emotional risk or confusion.

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  2. Whoa! I was going to try my hand at analyzing this but Willie jumped right in with an expert account! Why is it that we can never scream in dreams? I have a nightmare nearly every damn night and I scream empty cries yet I wake up literally screaming out loud. Interesting dream phenomenons.

    So glad you shared this. Your dreams are so damn POWERFUL! ❤️💥💥💥❤️

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    1. Thank you..
      means much… Dreams are such a strange space — they feel real… heavy… and symbolic all at once.. I’m grateful you took the time to sit with it and feel it.. lol yes.. so hard to scream 😁.. I feel you.. I’ve always been a dreamer.. pretty much nightly.. most are random.. some are not 😁.. I had another powerful one maybe a month ago.. think i may start writing it later this evening.. ty` again…

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  5. My… my… I could feel the rush and gush !
    You saved yourself. Even though you were calling for help, it was your voice and your determination that broke the spell and pulled you back into the safety of the real world. You fought, you refused to relent, and you won. 🌷✨
    That kind of “survival” leaves you with a lot of adrenaline and a strange sense of clarity.

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    1. Very well put… it was a heck of an ordeal lol.. although scary… was one of the coolest dreams I’ve ever had.. it’s hard to explain.. but it just hit differently.. it was so a alive.. and the visuals… the scenery and stuff in it.. was just amazing.. it was like art… thank you… 🙏✨️🌿@’~~~

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      1. I’m pretty sure about that… seeing the deep blue skin and being drenched in that nerve-wracking, icy water until the skin went numb—and yet, you came out of it! Honestly, be proud of yourself for that. ✨
        Thanks for putting those vivid and honest dreams together; I find so much inspiration innit!

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      2. Thank you for reading it so closely and for such a thoughtful response…✨it was amazing how I could feel the cold.. I feel like that in most of my dreams.. whatever it is… cold… heat… physical touch… like being able to actually feel all that is just unreal.. and hard to wrap my head around… ✨️

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      4. 🌟🙌✨️💥🧊🌿🙏 that’s good you’re feeling me 😁😎… that’s what it comes down to for me.. That’s the only reason I write about things.. to try and make others feel it.. tytyty… 😊

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