A Dream That Keeps Coming Back
…
For over a year now…
I’ve been having a dream that keeps coming back…
They are always different…
but always the same…
I had another one last night…
seems about every two months I dream it…
…
Last night I was driving along…
no idea where I was…
or where I was going…
I was just driving…
I pulled up to this small building…
it was a public restroom…
I went inside…
There were no toilets…
no nothing…
Except for two rolls of toilet paper
on the floor…
…
So this is where the dream
is about to repeat…
I felt a presence with me…
So I say aloud—
“If you’re here with me…
then move the toilet paper.”
There was a pause…
a few seconds…
As I watched…
The roll of toilet paper
slid slowly across the floor…
for a few feet…
Then it stopped…
It didn’t roll…
it was sitting upright on its end…
it just slid…
As if something invisible
made it happen…
…
The feeling I get when this happens…
is hard to explain…
But I experience it
every time…
…
So then I say—
“Ok… now move the other one.”
And as I watch…
The other roll of toilet paper
slid across the floor…
Same deal…
…
Then I woke up…
…
So in these dreams…
I always end up somewhere alone…
But I never feel alone…
There’s always a presence…
There’s always different objects…
And I always say—
“If you’re here with me…
make it move.”
…
It Moves When I Ask.
…
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but the underlying feeling remains the same. Recurring dreams are often the mind’s way of asking for attention to an unresolved thought or emotion. Listening to that inner whisper can be the first step toward finding clarity and peace. 🌿🕊️🙏
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𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙.
𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 “𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚,” 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣: 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙘… 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙨𝙩. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙨𝙠—𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙨. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙨𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙙𝙮𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙘 𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙.
𝘼 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨: 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮’𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙭𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 “𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜,” 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡, 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙮, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙-𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙚𝙣𝙫𝙞𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩.
𝙀𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙮 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚. 𝙉𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝙉𝙤 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚.
𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪… 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙜𝙚.
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨:
“𝙄𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙖𝙨𝙠.”
𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨.
𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙙.
𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙.
𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣—𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
𝙄𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙:
𝙩𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨, 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙛𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙪𝙩.
𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩:
𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙥 𝙤𝙛 “𝙄𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚?” → “𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙖𝙘𝙩?”
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚, 𝙞𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙧:
𝘼𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙚.
𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡. 𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣.
𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙮, 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙮, 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙢, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙞𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣:
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙜𝙚.
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙨.
𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙮 𝙥𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚.
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Deep. Much love
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This is a very striking and quietly unsettling dream narrative—told with a simplicity that actually makes it more powerful.
What stands out first is the atmosphere: the repetition of driving without direction, arriving somewhere empty, and yet not feeling alone. That combination creates a strong sense of liminality—being “between places,” both physically and emotionally.
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