Psalm 40:3…
I started out with music at a very young age…
I loved to sing as a little child…
I was in chorus all through grade school…
into high school…
learned how to sight read sheet music for vocals early on…
I started playing the guitar when I was 14…
as a way to let go of deep loss…
it was a life saver…
later.. I picked up the bass…
shortly after that.. the piano…
might as well throw the harmonica in the mix…
I decided music was the way for me…
As a solo artist I played nightclubs and bars…
concerts and music festivals…
I was part of a group of worldwide musicians known as ThePond…
we did online performances and in-person music festivals…
Then later…
I stopped all the secular stuff…
went full-on Christian music…
I was a worship leader in church…
also at different men’s ministries…
I had a traveling music ministry…
where I would go minister at hospitals and nursing homes and drug rehabs…
mental health facilities…
I was also in a Christian band… KingsGuard.
I stayed so busy with it…
I got overwhelmed…
I started losing the fire…
the desire to play…
About 3 years ago…
I decided I was done with it…
I got rid of my guitars…
gave them away…
I can’t fake it…
I was burned out…
About 6 months ago…
I started feeling a spark inside…
that fire again…
I realized that it’s who I am…
it’s part of me…
always will be…
Guess I just had to do life without it.
Live for a while.
…
Last night…
I started searching Amazon for my next guitar…
narrowed it down to two choices…
was planning on buying one of them…
This morning.. my uncle called me…
he’s a great musician and singer…
he’s sick…
many health problems…
two weeks ago.. they found out he has a rare cancer…
He has two guitars…
he’s giving me one…
The other is his baby…
he wants me to hold it for him…
if his health gets better…
he will get it back…
If not…
he wants me to have it…
So here I am…
that old fire starting to flicker again…
guitars coming back into my life…
not in a cardboard box from Amazon…
but out of the hands of my uncle…
a man who’s carried songs through his own pain…
It feels like God is putting a guitar back in my hands through him…
a reminder that this calling never really left…
and this time…
I don’t have to run it down…
I just have to receive it…
and honor it.
…
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found this hidden gem of me playing back stage.. with my fellow musicians from ThePond… this was PONDFEST 2o08… at Chimney Rock.. North Carolina… Lake Lure area… same place the movie Dirty Dancing was filmed… the people in the video are from all over the world… we are just messing around here.. practicing… learning new songs.. I had been drinking vodka all day… ugg I don’t drink like that anymore 😁👇 that’s me on the left
🎸 Psalm 40:3
“He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God…”
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So awesome man. He makes a way when we are ready. Neil plays on the worship team at church and was out since before Christmas. He was able to go back 2 weeks ago.
Every so often he trys to “retire” saying he doesn’t want to be an “old man” up there playing, but God keeps bringing him back, lol.
Thanks for finding the video of you playing.
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Oh wow! That’s so cool… him and I have a lot in common.. I’m so glad he’s back at it! How’s he doing? And yes He does make a way.. the great waymaker.. I’m excited to start playing again… thank you… and I’m still remembering yall 🙏
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He is doing good. It’s been almost a month since dialysis started and he has his first blood test coming up to check his levels. The diet change has been easier than we thought. Thanks for keeping us in 🙏
Now make sure to record yourself and put up some more videos of you for us to see.
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You’re welcome.. I’m happy he’s doing well… ok maybe some possible recordings in the future 😁
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You are very talented!
I hope your uncle recovers; sending healing energy.
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Thank you so much.. that really means a lot to me.. I appreciate you…
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Do you mind if I ask you how you found my blog.. I see your anonymous.. so I was just curious if you are from my Grow Christian Social.. or somewhere else? You don’t have to tell me who you are.. was just wondering the other 😁
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What a meaningful and thoughtful gift from your uncle. I sincerely pray that God will profoundly touch him, bringing healing and comfort during this difficult time.
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Thank you friend.. He’s had a hard stretch. I appreciate you saying that.. 🙏
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