so looking to the sky ¡ will sing and from my heart to YOU ¡ bring…
How do you unwind after a demanding day?
What’s today…
Oooo—it’s Tuesday…
So on Tuesdays…
this is how I unwind…
I dress all in black…
put on my stealth mindset…
and about midnight…
I grab my BB gun…
go around my neighborhood…
shooting out people’s porch lights…
moving their lawn furniture—to better spots…
Once I get my rocks off…
I’m satisfied…
I return home…
make the tacos…
reflect…
eat…
drink…
be merry…
…
© 2026 Bryan Loia Hudson | All rights reserved
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my dream last night… poem & story…
alone out there…
just meat… just prey…
I feed my two wolves… one red… one grey…
the fence a lie…
just meet… just pray…
away my two wolves…
one red… one gray…
I was in a backyard—
fenced in…
familiar…
from childhood…
I felt younger…
In a place
that remembered me…
Still—
I climbed the fence…
On the other side—
the woods waited…
too close for comfort…
Then the red wolf came—
Big…
Hungry…
All teeth and motion…
No hesitation—
just intent…
I barely made it back over the fence—
It stopped there…
snarling…
growling…
measuring the distance…
Then it faded…
back into the trees…
Silence pressed in…
I climbed again—
slower this time…
Quieter…
Tiptoeing…
The gray wolf appeared—
Not loud…
Not rushed…
Focused…
It ran at me—
closing the gap…
I reached the top of the fence—
just in time…
It stood there—
head tilted…
eyes steady—
as if I was already chosen…
as if I was meat…
Then the red one came back—
Side by side now—
watching…
Thinking…
They didn’t jump…
They searched…
They found a hole—
The fence was a lie—
They were already in—
Now they were with me—
Nothing between us…
That’s when I woke myself up—
Enough…
for tonight…
…….⟂→||→🌲…….<3?→x…….2W→(R)(G)…….|=|→≠…….→🤝→🙏…….↩︎2W…….R→G’…….🚶♂️🌙→🌲…….🥩→🎯…….🐺🐺→🔴⚪…….🚧→🪞❌…….🤝→🙏…….🐺🐺↩︎…….🔴→⚪’
Listened to the album… And Out Come The Wolves… by Rancid… while writing..
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I stumbled upon Jenn’s YouTube years ago.. and I loved.. used to watch and listen all the time.. but then I simply forgot about her.. for years.. and today.. she just popped up on my recommendations.. and I was like.. oh wow.. can’t believe I forgot her.. 😁.. she and I like the same music and her style and sound is like mine.. she’s like the female version of me.. 😁.. hope you enjoy.. I will probably share her once in awhile with you… (I’d love to play with her and like sing together on a lot of these covers she does.. I think it would be awesome… especially on all the Social Distortion songs she does.. cuz they are my favorite and i do all their stuff…i also think our voices would sound good together… many times i sing harmony with her while im listening.. and we just gel…)
Heart of Loia `'.,°~ 